You wanted this post? You get it. I'm going to be prefectly honest because I'm tired of this.
Part 1:
1. Why did I quit the Lakehouse Forum?
Let's go straight to the point. I don't have a religion. I'm a free thinker (most commonly known as atheists, I believe). I don't belong. In my honest opinion, the Lakehouse doesn't feel like much of a Star Wars community. It's *cough* more like a place for people with similar beliefs to gather with their kind. I also don't like it when you guys mix Star Wars with religion. They are seperate topics. As usual, that's just my opinion.
2. Why did I quit blogging?
This personality I created in the blogger world is stupid. It's false. It's not me. Yet I can't be who I really am. Why? You all won't like the real me. I use quite a bit of vulgarities, I'm not a good student in school, I'm not your teacher's pet. I'm rebellious, I disobey my parents and I like it that way. Another reason why I left is because I'm bored of reading all of y'all blog posts. In almost every post you all make, you preach your beliefs. It bores me, no offense. Some of you do that in comments on my blog too. I honestly disagree with some of your opinions and such but I can't say anything.
Part 2:
To the person who insulted me online:
You know who you are. You typed out my full online name "Andrienna Jaina Solo" on the Lakehouse and on your blog, saying that I've gone to the darkside in real life. Excuse me? Please stop mixing up Roleplay and Real life. Please don't make me look like a bad person on the internet. You think it's funny? It's not. You don't know the real me, don't judge someone unless you understand them. You do not understand my life because you live in a sheltered, homeschooled world. And if it's your mother who is telling you to post those messages on your blog and the Lakehouse forum saying things like "Please pray for Andrienna Jaina Solo, she has gone to the darkside in real life. She needs prayer." I strongly suggest you quit it. This can be considered as Cyberbullying because you used my online name that people on the Web and in my school know me by.
If you want my friendship, EARN IT.
Comment if you want to. I'm outta here.
i know a lot about cyberbullying its just not right. whoever did this to you hates themselves more than they dislike u. i know what it feels to be bullied. i think ur an awesome person with your own unique personallity. i think free thinkers are open to there own opinion. u shouldn't be forced into a religion u can't relate with. honestey is always the right answer. if u don't agree with something say so. don't bottle it up inside till u pop. i hope u come back to us here on blogger. i promise to help u in anyway i can. i am always around somewhere. i don't have lakehouse either. i don't always agree with what they say so that's why i left, 2. america is the home of the free and not of the haters. if u ever need to talk give me a shout out. HUGS!!!!!!! MISS U!!!!!!
ReplyDelete~aalya~
First of all.. When I said u turned to the dark side it is because of RP. when I rped as Katana Nyad (Suth) my personality changed.. I'm NOT trying to cyber bully ANYONE! I'm NOT trying to make you look like a bad person.. I DONT live in a homeschool world at all. I'm being bullied, (cyber as well) but I try to ignore it. If you don't wanna be my friend any more.. Okay. Fine... I'm sorry that I offended you, and I honestly miss you. I never said that you went to the dark side in real life at all. I'm sorry that you got that impression. It doesn't mater if your not the tracher's pet. I like you for who you are. Look.. This is your choice about what you do.. If I did anything to hurt you.. I'm sorry. It is just my way of thinking (cuz of my religion) when someone is hurting... I pray for them...I'm truly sorry if I offended you at all...
ReplyDeleteDear Andriee, I agree with Atina, we pray not because we plan on manipulating you into becoming like us (come on, Christians aren't the Borg), but because it is who WE ARE. Prayer is more to us then just talking to some unknown. I imagine you are probably a great person, but this very post puts a dark shadow on you.
ReplyDeleteLike Atina, I will pray for you.
I'm not a hater, and all I feel is love and compassion for you.
Sometimes, I just need to speak up.